Story of life

belum lama, aji iseng baca-baca tulisan2 yang aji buat di beberapa buku catatan pribadi. banyak hal yang teringat kembali,… jadi sedih. melihat lagi jalan yang sudah dilalui, begitu banyak kejadian yang …. bikin sedih.
apalagi kalau ternyata sampai hari ini, masih dirasakan. sebagai orang yang sedikit perfeksionis, rasanya pengen bisa balik lagi, perbaiki, karena begitu banyak orang yang sedih.
kacau nih..

it’s connecting ur ki with ur opponent’s. it’s easily describe as when ur opponent grab u and u response with a technic, at ur first movement, ur opponent still holding ur hand. his/her grab doesn’t slip off from ur hand. in a way, u still control ur opponent. continuing ur first movement, u slightly change position from his/her holding ur hand, to u holding his/her hand. so the ki is still connected. right now, u gain more control.
on the first movement, if the opponent lost his/her grab on ur hand, then u lost control over ur opponent. so then u might expect another strike coming, which is very dangerous.
it’s a form of control over ur opponent. very important.

on a flight back to jakarta

what is it with love and loyalty??
where to they both stand in mutual relationship.. how does each of both works??
let’s make a case: when someone love somebody else, will he/she be loyal to his/her partner?
it becomes complicated when the love is not meant to be.
let’s make an opposite case: when someone is very loyal to his/her partner, does he/she loves his/her partner??
in a common situation, the answer is always yes. but hey… it’s a real and complicated world we are live in. you might expect a different answer. it’s not a typical no answer, but with a lot of words come along. sad but true.
i think i don’t need to elaborate more of this. any comment on this one??